Not Myself

Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
And there are times
I lose my worried mind

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

And I, in time, will come around
I always do for you

Suppose I said
You're my saving grace?


I recently said to somebody that I'd like to see his old self. He has dramatically changed and I don't think I could  cope up with what he has become. 
I'm rocking my brain. Do I still want him?